#why God

[halleybug]

why must a perfect angel girl like me work

[porcelain-crane]

AO3 IS FUCKING DOWNNNNNN

[cursed-rat-of-homosexuality]

the urge to make kurt as canon accurate as possible vs the dark urge to give him two itty bitty little braids

[bogbutteronmycroissant]

Not Ewan Mitchell roaming through the streets of Mexico like a pale ass albino big foot just to be captured on camera by simple mortals (i'm not normal about this)

[basicallyanotherwitchesthing]

Gerald R. Nash - Why God Allows Trials and Disappointments - Pacific Press - 1972

[onmykneesforcrowley]

"im not saying id fight god but if I saw her outside of a shop at 3am, id ask what her problem is" - crowley probably

[sacredthethreadgvf]

😵‍💫

[citrine-elephant]

mmm. you decide!

[murdrdocs]

yall i move back in tmrw and i have a new random roommate. which means i won’t be able to talk out random ffc ideas and masturbate in the middle of the night

[waffawa]

Anyone still think about the Naruto ending and weep? LOL

[101-android-luvr-001]

Lesson learned: don't draw straight lines with a pen with jittery coffee hands

[sapphosclown]

no it’s ok that i’m not going to olivia rodrigo guts tour no it’s literally fine idec

[noses-in-winter]

CHRIST NO I just realized I forgot to download my favorite Bowser thirst trap!!

Edit: AND I didn’t download the sneeze + ass shake video from my fav sneezetok account!!

[nerdgirlnarrates]

So it turns out I only sort of have a senior for my night shifts at the VA, because the senior is for the admitting team and I’m just crosscover. So no one is physically with me. And while it’s good that I’m not admitting, I’m covering all the floor patients and the ICU patients. They sent me a list of reminders for medicine residents in the ICU, and I don’t even understand some of the bullet points. They reference software I’ve never heard of, and the sheet specifies we can’t ask nurses to pull it up for us. I’ve never used the EMR at the VA, and it turns out we’re not getting trained on it, and there won’t be anyone around to show me how to use it. I don’t even know how to page anyone or look up patients or place orders. Also it turns out sign out is super early, so my shifts are minimum 15 hours. I am seriously seriously freaking out.

[second-stixs]

When you see a cool new artist on your timeline and you go to look at more of their stuff and they have ‘minors dni’ in their bio

Then you have to do the unlike of shame..

[sinistarfairy]

Just said goodbye to my husband, partner, best friend, father of my child (15 weeks pregnant aka 5 months) at 12:50pm.

he got another woman pregnant after seperating back in May. i knew this was gonna happen when he started this friendship with her, we both messed up in a lot of ways but this is something i could never forgive. to make love and cum in another woman, while still married, refusing legal seperation and lying to me about the type of relationship you were having, is something that changes how i view him.

it hurts so badly, he came over and we talked. i'm leaving town and so is the other girl. while she's going 18 hours away and may or may not have it, i am going two hours away to stay with my mom. i dont want to think about them being together it comes and goes.

we talked and he cried and then he gave me the tightest hug amd we just held each other and cried. he left saying i still love you and i started to sob with him and tell him oh i will love him forever. despite the pain and the betrayl and the fuck up.

i am so hurt right now but needed to let this out. need people to tell me i will get over it and i wont be like this forever. i feel free and exhausted and so so so hurt and sad. i don't want anyone to be miserable because of me. so i need to start over.

i never want to stop loving him, but i have to let him go. he isn't my husband anymore, not the man i made love to, not the man i cuddled at night anymore. he's not mine anymore. there is no us.

he left with "i still love you" and heavy sobbing. he's going to be all alone, but a grown man made that decision. his karma is being alone. the bitter part of me hopes she doesn't have it, but i would be devastated if they did all this just for her to throw that away.

i'm confused and sad. i feel 1000 things each passing minute he was my best friend, i wanted to die together.